The Real Life

I'm heading back to school soon. This week, in fact! And I'm quite excited. I'm hoping to get in touch with a few people I haven't talked to since last year ended. Also, maybe new opportunities will open for love.

I'm not excited, however, to apply to colleges. I have yet to write my essay, which I have no clue what is supposed to be about. And I have barely looked at colleges. Aside from state schools here, which is probably all I can afford anyway, so whatever.

I'll just continue focusing my time on the Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time. And spend my days watching Degrassi. You know. Real life stuff.

Wishing...

Hello, reader's.

I'd just thought I'd update you on how my life has been.

I have been more sad as of late. Spending nights walking the streets all by my lonesome, thinking about my life, has become a norm. But there's nothing you can do.

There isn't really much to say.

I wish I was Kanye.

Leaving

I've been thinking a lot about leaving home lately. My brother is going couch surfing, and I really wish I could do the same. I know life will be hard, money will be tight, and friendships will be tested, but its something that will break the monotony of living in this house. I've been following the same routine of waking up at 1 or two, then go to work, and then go out for a couple hours with my friends. And to be as frank as I can be, it's fucking boring.

But there is nothing I can do about it, because I am 16 and unable to drive. I think it will be okay, though. In one more year I'll be off to college (hopefully) and I won't be feeling this way anymore.

I guess it makes no difference, though. I should be worrying about getting into college right now, but I'm not. I have no clue where I want to go. I picked out schools close to home, and a little bit further away. I'll just decide last minute like I always do.

I think I have to go now, so I can get ready for work. And afterwords I'll be at my friends house for the night.

Should be interesting.

Brken o

So I think I'm going to start titling my blogs from now on.

The o key is broken on my brothers computer, so I have to hit apple v every time I want an o. So I don't think I'm going to use it. Starting nw.

AND I LIKE REALLY LIKE REALLY LIKE UHMMM REALLLY LIKE UHMMM UHMM LIKE REALLLLLY WANT MY DICK SUCKED<33333333333

I recently discvered screen sharing. Its a pretty cl thing. And my friend Hllie likes t d it with me.



I saw Incubus tnight with my parents. I thught it was a really gd shw, despite nt listening t them in a cuple f years. Except that they ended their shw with a sng that wasn't even theirs. That bthered me a lt.

I was wrried abut the ride hme the whle shw, thugh. I mean, my parents left fr Mhegan Sun liquered up, imagine hw they were when they hit the bar. But my mther tk the keys and drve, and she had a lt less t drink than my father. I wuld have drve, but I guess I really can't.

Nw I am hme, and after eating a bwl full f mac and cheese, I think I am finally ready t sleep.

r masturbate. Whichever cmes first. (It's always me.)

I do not feel too well today at all, my loves.

All I can remember from last night is puking and Here Comes the Sun.

It was a good night. But the same cannot be said about this morning. After barely eating an everything bagel from a diner that I hate, I was content to lay on my couch for a couple of hours.

I wish I was still there.

I've been thinking about our culture lately. I hate it. All of it. And that's all that really needs to be said.

But life moves on, and it takes too much energy to focus on my hate, so I'll go with the positives. Like masturbating. And video games.

Which brings me to my next thought. I just beat Resident Evil: 5, and I really don't think I enjoyed it. I really enjoyed the tribal Africa setting, and all of the visuals, until the end. And then you were in a machine for the rest of the game, and it became a cliche bad guy vs. good guy story. But at least there was no romanticism between you and your partner.

But if there was romanticism, it would be the only one going on in my life right now. But I think I'm okay with that. I came to the realization that if I were in a relationship I would be miserable, and as for right now, I'm pretty much content. I have a small amount of problems, and I think I'm okay drifting along without a purpose for once.

Just like this blog. Existing without a purpose.

Except to get you cummy.

So I guess I didn't really follow through with my last blog, saying I'd update more. But what am I to update about?

My life has been video games since the jizz master Jizzy-Tea left his box here. And it is such a sad life.

I really can't wait to go to college. But I have one more year. This year promises to be a lot more fun, though. I guess it's because I don't give a fuck.

That's pretty much my life.